I guess I’m waiting for that one person that I want to talk to all the time without fear I can’t say what’s on my mind.
Like…how are your words just like all of theirs? How the FUCK are your hangs up similar to THEIRS? How the fuck am I supposed to sit there and TAKE THAT FROM YOU?
Once again I’m the problem because a guy who can’t COME TO TERMS WITH HIMSELF, doesn’t like what I’m saying, what I’m asking, JUST SO I CAN HELP.
Motherfuckingfuckfuck, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Why do I fall for guys like these? Why do I involve myself in relationships where I try to help, put all my SHIT on the back burner just to get burned when shit hits the fan and THEY can’t deal? And I thought this would be different.
Fuck outta here.
YOU WANT TO BE NEGATIVE, LETHARGIC, AND A FAT FUCK FOR THE REST OF YOUR FUCKING LIFE. You don’t WANT to better yourself, you don’t want to do more, you don’t want to move off your mom’s fucking couch. DON’T BLAME ME FOR THAT SHIT.
I’M NOT THERE. I LET PEOPLE WALK ALL THE FUCK OVER ME FOR YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSS, YEARS, AND WHEN I FINALLY STOOD UP I SWORE I’D NEVER LET THAT SHIT HAPPEN AGAIN, BUT HERE THE FUCK I AM LETTING YOU SAY THAT SHIT TO ME.
FUCK YOU. FUCK THIS SHIT. HOW THE FUCK DARE YOU.
Everything’s so hard for you and all this shit but when I was dealing with my shit you couldn’t handle it, couldn’t handle the fact that I don’t just run and jump into everything without FUCKING THINKING FIRST. But it’s okay WHEN YOU DO IT. IT’S OKAY WHEN YOU NEED THE TIME TO GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. FUCK OUT OF HERE. YOU’RE THE BIGGEST FUCKING HYPOCRITE. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
I’m not shedding a fucking tear. Fuck outta here. I’m done crying over bitch ass niggas like you. Done beating myself over being ‘good enough’ for you niggas when I’M SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU. Man the fuck up and get over all this whiny petty shit.
I’m done caring.
Go through all your whiny, self repression shit yourself. This is me, not reaching out anymore, not calling anymore, not putting in any effort to talk to you or be with you anymore.
You make that fucking effort now.
like you’re a whiny little bitch and for the love of the gods i don’t know why i’m with you when SHIT LIKE THIS IS STILL A PROBLEM. you have massive psychological problems and you need to get that shit checked out, NOT take it out on your girlfriend that’s trying to understand YOUR mind because you KEEP IT LOCKED THE FUCK AWAY.
logic? do you have it? or do you just think the answer to life’s problem are to just ignore everything and boo and hoo that no one’s there for you or you don’t have the ‘drive’ to do shit when bitch YOU DO. shut the fuck up.
what happened to telling me ‘oh i think of myself much higher than i come across’ then SHOW IT. THAT SHIT IS HOT. confidence IS HOT. getting up every morning and going for a walk is HOT. your self esteem is at fucking zero because you’re fucking lame.
gods i’m so much STRONGER than you, it blows my mind. i guess thats the advantage of having been taken advantage of my entire life. you MADE your life hard on yourself with all your choices and shit. I couldn’t see any other way than to live my life the way it was dealt till I understood I HAD a choice. so i started making them
maybe i need to rethink this one.
Hi Satan. Mind if I masturbate?